I am in love💞, I am in love with a PSG player…. 💑Yeah I know it has been a long time, a month is a long time but guys, have been busy and I have something to tell you all but that will be later
The last few months has been hectic, I suck at been a server. At least that is what I call serving alcohol to drunk douchebags. I know I said I got the job of a waitress the last time but it was changed to serving
Starting what they call a night shift at 3pm and it has to be 3 pm, a minute late, I get on the bad side of the hunk backed manager 🎩and trust me that is not the best way to start a day
Luckily I get to eat snacks🍩 prepared at the hotel’s kitchen before we are officially opened for the day’s business at 4pm. They call that welfarism… for their mind 😏
At 5, 5.30pm, the bar is usually filled to the brim and there is no sitting until it is 11 pm, the end of the shift
In between 4pm and 11 pm, it is order after order on a six inches heel 👠and I fucking hate heels but it comes with the job
The first and second week of been a server, I literally tripped over because of the heels time without number, breaking precious cups🍸 and wasting expensive alcohol🍾 that the manager was so happy to deduct from my pay
I need to see my love💏 but at the rate I am losing money, that is not going to happen in ten years. So I made myself walk on heels everywhere I go until I became perfect 💃and I still hate heels
When people say, the bar is not the best place to find love, they are mostly right. The bar is filled with different kinds of rich assholes. They are all rich because the bar’s services are only afforded by the ones with deep pocket
The ladies you find at the bar🏩 I work are mostly runs girls and take note of my use of mostly, there are actual girlfriends. Let just say 90% of the actual girlfriends are with Yahoo boys while the actual girlfriends of the real men with legit work constitute the remaining 10%
There are never good days in serving for me, there are days, where I get slapped, spited on, insulted, cursed🗣, vomited on by some drunk fool, see what I am not suppose to see, then get slapped with a NDA and even got almost sexually assaulted once by some idiotic shit head.
Serving is not just my thing but I stayed because of the pay and tip. If I can keep the job and also take in the crap that comes with it, I can go see my love in Paris
Even with this in mind, there are days when I tell myself in the car 🚗on way home after another shitty day while massaging my sore neck and blistered legs that I am not going in to work the next day.
I pick my phone and I see the beautiful face of my love and I tell myself that he is worth every trouble I am going through💪
And the worst part of it is that I get home 🏘and I try to get some sleep but I can’t because my best friend is fucking my other best friend in the next room…. Guys I am truly happy for Lekie and Sugar but sometimes they give me a headache😫
Imagining myself in the arms of my love looking at the Effiel Tower 🗼from his rooftop is how I put myself to sleep anytime Lekie is around and repeat another terrible day when the sun comes up🌅
That is pretty much my life now and as to what I wanted to tell you guys, I will next week
I am in love💞, I am in love with a PSG Player 💑and this is me just thinking out loud
Blackie
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